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[Verse 1: Tom MacDonald]
I need a short drink or a long prayer
I've been sober, but I don't care
I'm so scared of my own self
I get no help, and that's no fair
So don't go there, I've been hell and back
I got scorched hair in this Gucci cap
I got empty bottles and a million follows
I regret swallowing the Ativan
Fuck it, let's be real
I resent the way that I feel
I pretend that it's cool, but I miss gettin' drunk
And I'm angry that God doesn't help when I kneel
Fuck it, I said my prayers
When I got cleaned, shit just got worse
I quit doing drugs, and I pleaded with Jesus to save me
But he didn't hear my words
This shit don't work, it hurts
I went to church, now I need liquid courage
Whiskey in my glass, I take the knives out of my back to stir it
Go to hell and back again, then show you burns to prove I earned it
I need shots or God to gain the strength I need, I'm just a person
[Chorus: Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller]
I pray on my way
To the liquor store that they lock the door
'Cause I'll lay in my grave
If the whiskey pours like it did before
I'm scared, I send out a prayer
Can anybody hear me? Is anybody there?
'Cause honestly it hurts and every day is worse
I keep buyin' whiskey when all I need is church
[Verse 2: Brandon Hart]
I keep talkin' to God, but he don't hear me
And my demons are there, always listenin'
I get lost in the dark, drownin' in whiskey
And I went in so far, you say you miss me
I'm on a ship in a bottle, so say goodbye at the shore
Break the glass and you'll find me, I'm not who I was before
Close my eyes in the darkness and hold on through the storm
I'm a wreck in a bottle, I wasn't built for a war
These church pews
Bright lights, whiskey glasses, bottles of booze
Make short days to long nights
The bottle, the Bible, I didn't know what to choose
[Chorus: Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller]
I pray on my way
To the liquor store that they lock the door
'Cause I'll lay in my grave
If the whiskey pours like it did before
I'm scared, I send out a prayer
Can anybody hear me? Is anybody there?
'Cause honestly it hurts and every day is worse
I keep buyin' whiskey when all I need is church
[Bridge: Tom MacDonald]
I can't read, but the Bible's still with me
My eyes can't see from the bottles of whiskey
I don't believe anybody will miss me
And I'm on my knees, tell me, God, are you listenin'?
[Chorus: Tom MacDonald
& Nova Rockafeller]
I pray on my way
To the liquor store that they lock the door
'Cause I'll lay in my grave
If the whiskey pours like it did before
I'm scared, I send out a prayer
Can anybody hear me? Is anybody there?
'Cause honestly it hurts and every day is worst
I keep buyin' whiskey when all I need is church
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Tim, Ian, and Lydia invite friend, author, podcaster, and YouTube commentator Jack Murphy to discuss what it means for modern culture that women are doing so well they can barely find men who are doing better than they are, financially.
From Ep. #236, March 3, 2021
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Sometimes a specific issue can be expressed in a number of ways. While this group of 5 files revolve around the confessions of a specific woman, the interviews and records, and people involved vary. So rather than joining 5 files which came to 4.2 Gig, for around 600 or 700 Meg from 5 files, I just decided to name them as a part of a group, and upload them consecutively. e.g. 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5. And then add a common description expressing the formulatives.
She was charged with a misdemeanor for false report. Always record your interactions with women have a camera in dashboard of your car. Screenshot everything, before you meet talk about having sex and record the phone call where she agrees and after you hookup record the call of her saying she had a good time with you and screenshot the convo. Be safe out here.
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You KNOW she's being VERY dishonest.
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We have this guy Joshy boy that is ready to convince us that the #redpill is wrong about #women.
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This video is brought to you by a donation from Viktor and here's what he briefly has to say: "Hi Sandman, You're doing a great job my man. If it's not a hassle you can pick a topic of your own choosing. Cheers!" Well Viktor thanks for the donation and I want to discuss something that's been on my mind for a while. My thoughts and feelings about when I first found MGTOW content and reshaped my consciousness to understand female nature the way it is instead of the way my nature and those around me nurtured me to see it. Back in 2013 when I first listened to Stardusk, Karen Straughan, Paul Elam, Man Woman Myth, Barbarossaaaa and other content creators in the manophere I heard the truth in their words but at the same time when I started typing out my first handful of videos it felt like what I was doing was wrong. That somehow when being critical of female nature and behavior I was turning into an evil person and was seduced by the dark side like Darth Vader. I'm not going to lie. The first ten or twenty videos I felt an adrenaline rush because I felt like I was saying bad things and I was going to be punished for them. The difference between the red pilling with regards to female nature versus other red pilling experiences I had before that with regards to the paranormal, the control of the bankers or corporations brainwashing me to consume things I didn't want to was that those other groups were evil because they were trying to control me and I saw myself as good. But with women I had seen them as good and idealized them my entire life so suddenly seeing them as corruptible and using their cooches to control me created a great existential crisis inside of me that lasted almost three years until I went through that second red pill rage stage 2.0 in 2016. Up to that point I was conflicted. I'll discuss more about my experiences in just a moment but let me first tell everyone about today's sponsor Ancient Purity: Anyways, now back to the video. So I was conflicted about spreading the new truth I had learned about female nature in 2013. The truth is supposed to set you free and for me it made me feel sick to my stomach and like an immoral person for spreading it. This was a new experience. How could I feel so unrighteous being righteous? I don't know about you but that has been the greatest barrier for me when it comes to doing what I do. The red pill rage when I first got it lasted around six or seven months. But the dirtiness I felt criticizing women lasted around a year or two. I just couldn't shake it. Today I don't feel it because I'm so used to thinking the way that I do. But I understand why people come to my channel and attack me for saying the things that I say. A version of me from ten years ago would have felt that what I'm saying today, even though it's the truth is also hate at the same time. How does one reconcile with himself when he feels right and wrong about what he's doing at the same time? In some ways I feel the same way today. For example I tell guys to go their own way and generally not get married and have a family. But I also want the human race to procreate and succeed. Those two ideas are fundamentally incompatible. To deal with that contradiction I believe that we need technology or women hired as surrogates to get us through that paradox. I don't want women to suffer but at the same time I understand that if our society was full of red pill men that have freed themselves from women that women would suffer because they wouldn't be getting the emotional tampons and attention that helps them remain relatively sane. I don't want women to suffer and self destruct but I also don't think it's fair that men have to bear the burden of the emotional abuse women put us through.
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Tim, Ian, Luke, and Lydia invite comedian and prolific podcaster Sam Tripoli to discuss Andrew Cuomo's abject failure to the people of New York, including choosing to send sick people to the homes that house the most vulnerable people in the population.
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