Man, The Self-Loathing

Classic, important content by Stardusk.

Thank you for reminding us

Goddamn this guy is long-winded. ಠ_ಠ

Anyway, speaking for myself (and ONLY myself), I don't have that (mom's validation) need. I only find the porn genre(s)of (milf, mom/son, mature woman/young man, stepmom/ stepson) appealing (sometimes) because of a little game I like to play with myself. I look up the assumed definitions of my real name in sites like urbandictionary.com for interesting porn randomization ideas. (¬‿¬)

I don't find my REAL mother in any way appealing. Never have. Hell, I don't even RESPECT her. This is not me displaying any desperation for comradeship, or any of that "notice me senpai" stuff. It also has nothing to do with anything related to the manosphere, so it's not a matter of me being "influenced". It's just my mother in and of herself. The choices she's made, the slyness she thought she had, the (sexual) indiscretions she thought went unnoticed, her STI health status she assumed I didn't figure out since I was about 13 y/o (they call it a "medicine cabinet" for a fucking reason), and so on. (⌐■︵■)

I don't think any man is ever happy with himself.
MgtowMonkMode, thank's, I really needed this.