Mgtow&npdr

what I'm noticing about the women of today are no different than. they were when I was in middle school

there was a point i time when i was going to school way before the red pill or mgtow stuff was on the horizon.

so i was playing basketball with another dude at the school. he had boastful narcissistic behavior. i wasn't normally an alpha in most of my schooling situations. but at this point in time, i didn't much care how ppl viewed me. i wasn't trying to get a girl friend at all.

any way, one day him and i were playing ball. and his girl friend wanted to play, i knew they were together so i didn't care to impress her. so while playing i would tease her and keep the ball away from her, because i knew it would piss her off. but what i didn't expect at the time is how she would respond to it.

like a week later she broke up with her boyfriend to get with me. unfortunately i didn't really learn much from this experience at the time. i didn't realize she monkey branched to me because she liked how much of a prick i was to her.

but she was clingy and at the time i didn't mind it. and i didn't take full advantage of this situation like i should have. the funny part was some of her friends started checking me out and they tried to get close to me like i was a piece of meat, i wish at the time i understood what was going on.

now i know it was a shit test. but at the time, i thought i could be shared between these women lol some of that narcissistic behavior rubbed off on me i guess. but i was also prone to act like the kinds of men who care more about my appearance and my attitude changed because i was with her.

anyway some time a few months later, some of her friends made a few passes at me checking me out, and i didn't really know how to respond, but i liked the attention i was getting. so i was open to the attention that these girls were giving me, until one of these girls told on me to my girlfriend, lol then i was called a cheater and i hurt her feelings, now i didn't really do anything with these girls except talk to them, but i guess it was enough for my girlfriend and she left me. and i didn't really care, her and i weren't together that long to really make a bond.

and the next thing was one of her other friends jumped right in the game to get with me, even knowing why the other girl left.

ah this was a much more simple time for relationships with women. none of the potential of false accusations or sperm jacking nonsense and the many many other fucked up things going on between these dynamics.

i wish i could go back with the knowledge i have now with the red pill or even the PUA stuff. so many missed opportunities. not all of them were missed opportunities, but enough to the point where i really could have had a lot more fun.

it became a lot easier after high school because in high school bitches talk and rumors get spread around and ppl try to start shit or white knight. yeah it existed back then too.

nowadays i'm pretty much monk mode, because things have gotten so fucked up with women, i don't trust women anymore. i don't even want to get with them anymore. the feminist shit just got worse and worse.