So What Now-

This is a very interesting video if you feel the way other's are feeling in this video? For me it all started at birth or should I say rebirth. The Dreamy, styoned thing started for me in October 2011, I can be that specific as well to it starting. Before that I've always had a life of numerous NDE's and close shaves, even recently I've been pulled out of situation's. For me it started as I say when I was born. In fact I've never fitted in with this world or plain. when I was born withing less than a minute I found out I was dead, not still born as I was alive on entry to this place. I was technically or actually dead for nearly 2 minutes apparently? foir which I was put in what in the day was called an "Oxygen Tent" and give neat Oxygen. I survived with a problem of cateract's in my eye's, many otyher babies died or had other probs like deafness and various other things. KLife has been a roller coaster ride , but I wouldn't have it any other way looking into how I seem to survive in this "DIFFERENT" world, plain or dimension? Yep I wake most mornings feeling light headed and a cuop of tea or coffe and some thoughts for the day soon put that to rest. To me I don't do Doom and Gloom, everyday is an adventure however boring or exciting it may be or not! I believe we don't die, well in the physical that is certain, but I think we go on as our Soul or Conscience and nope there is no sign or indication of anything religious to me at all. I'm a Lucid Dreamer and I've been told I'm an Old Soul, one I had to look up by the way, I know I'm an Old Fart! What if in the realm of this timeline we in the TRIBE as Thomas puts it are actually Aliens of a sort which is why we are not effected by this shit? I don't mean a SciFi alien but a psychological alien to this world. I was conned into the jib jab through medical reasons, yet I've had absolutely NO reaction to it, if anything I feel better than I have for a long time. What is there are many out their that did have the Jab but are NOT effected because WE are different? hope that doesn't sound arrogant? Is the jab even a thing? I asked out of the blue the doctor that gave me the booster - Is there Saline in that jab? - She stuttered and stumbled with her words for a second or two and said YES. We that means that the jab I got was a placedo because itr had saline in it. maybe that is why I'm not affected? Maybe the whole thing was a lottery, a gamble and only some of this stuff was the real deal so to speak? Anyway I feel a bit foolish being conned into it, BUT things are OK and I feel very lucky. There is a reason for all my NDE's and still being here? I'mk nothing special other than I am a very cautious "WATCGHER" or "OBSERVER" of humanity. Could that mean something. ,I don't feel at all comfortable here wherever here is never have.