We Spent the Day at Asmongold’s House XD

yeah thats emiru XD

@TheRedKnight: Is that you - the tall guy, in the video?

Yeah - Emiru - When I was around 22 - 23 I lived with a woman who was 38 and she was 5'2.... Tiny... The ONLY woman I ever had a crippling crush on, looked exactly like Susan Cowsill in the attached video "Hair", But Susan was born in 1959 and she would have been about 10 or 11 in the film.... BUT she was an exact clone of the woman I had the crush on when I was about 17 or 18 - who was 21 or so... but Emiru, and my REAL ex and the girl I had the crush on when I was 18 - well because the OLD TV recording to video - isn't that good, sometimes that GIRL kind of looks like she is 12 - 15, and that possibly could be due to her "perceived age" or her physical size... as sometimes she looks young and other times she looks sort of early 20's - just like the girl I had the crush on when I was like 17 or 18.... I had to actually GO and look up the girl from the Cowsills birth date to get a kind of accurate aging of her in the video... there was a significant delay from the recording to the publishing of the recording and then the filming of the video... so she was maybe 14 or so and because she is SO tiny - she kind of looks very childlike some times and other times she looks early 20's and almost exactly like the chick I had the crush on when I was like 18 and she was 21..... No mind... But Emiru kind of slots into that kind of look and physical size area... AND she is very fuckable too... She is nice. She even has a personality.

@TheRedKnight: The Cowsills video - "Hair" - https://www.mgtow.tv/v/VsC96u that "woman" who was about 21 who I had the crippling crush on when I was 18, looked more or less exactly like the girl in the video... size - looks - everything... God that chick I had the crush on was SO fucking nice... I was an absolute mess and I couldn't talk to her... nothing... Delusions and wishful thinking aside..... Probably better that way...

@TheRedKnight: Should I misplace my never ending love for the 21 year old I once had, onto Emiru - just because she is almost identical / very attractive / etc.. How about NO - draw up my list of things to do and the order to do them in and get on with them... There are NOT many women who I really, really, really, really like and just because Emiru "photographically" fits into that sliver of deep interest, does not mean she is someone I ought to be interested in.... She just looks nice... Real nice.

@Life_N_Times_of_Shane_T_Hanson: no this isnt my personal video :)

@TheRedKnight: That short chick is nice though...... Porn bores me shitless..... But she doesn't. : )

@TheRedKnight: It's a real long story but I had a dream about that woman I had the crush on 40 years ago, and I wanted to contact her... but I dunno - she was good in some ways but we didn't have a lot in common... I could not have had a relationship with her, because I was too damaged, and 40 years later, you know..... It's sort of snatching at straws... There were some fundamental issues behind "being in a deep need to bond with her" and it has a lot to do with her being a kind of clone of my mother, and not a genuine relationship material... AND my mother is not the sort of woman you want to have much to do with, but she looked a lot like her...